When I was sad, I thought there was no worse feeling on the world...being disappointed, crushed, feeling lonely... whatever... but what I realised now is that feeling nothing is even a bigger sh*t. You're not happy, you're not sad, you're plain like a grey sky on a rainy day...empty like a box of eaten cookies...cold as an iceberg... Why the fuck do I feel this way? How can I make it go away?